so i've got internet at it's broadband best.
drinkink coffee (latte, super sweet) between business blah blah (talks/interviews/whatever).

I'm sorry, that I wasn't here for such a ling time - and that I haven't contacted you. I hope it'll change soon.

At home I've got 56k (if any), and DA pages, skype or gmail just won't load...

still - i have a lot of new pictures - even if I wasn't in the mood to take them.

mood is another problem, but it's another story as well.

I hope it'll all change soon for better. What I do not hope for (but I know it) is that I'm getting older in a week. It's sad, but I still believe that despite another burden to my advanced enough age, days around birthdays tend to be miracolous (can somebody tell me how to spell this one? i don't know, s-ry). So I count on some miracle. Same as always. Even if usualy my birthday tends to be a disaster (every year i promiss my self that the next time I won't get out of bed two days before and two days after).


Anyways - if you're still with me - big THANKS And lots of hugs (for those who like hugs only).



Sugar made it through.